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Past two weeks were pretty eventful, but I dont remember much, so I guess I can call it uneventful...
After indulging my mind to intense thinking, glimpses of events of the last 2-3 weeks flashed thru my mind:
**I Danced at the LAST performance for Tia; I am disheartened to tell you, our fans, that our group is offically retiring. No more dances, I announce "No Mo!" I must say it was fun; the best and the worst evenings of my life were the shows. At this particular one, I learned 2 new dances in 3 days and re-practiced an old dance; imperfection was inevitable... but pertty impressive, I must admit.
After the show, my little body was struck by a severe case of depression, from which my mind collapsed and fell prey to liquor... LOTS of liquor... that was my first time not swaying my body on the dance floor "so free like a pineapple on the tree"... I, instead, sat and drank and sat some more and drank even more... and observed and thought, and imagined about how I wantted to rip my insides out and tell everyone how unhappy I am,... but I didn't. I refused to admit that I was drunk. The truth was, I was not drunk; I was just depressed and mind-boggled. Thx Tia and Chico for taking care of me and making sure that I didnt fall into the toilet when I needed to go to the bathroom. Then we went to wal-mart and things were all better once again.
**William's party... fun fun fun fun fun (i think that's pretty descriptive) maybe I'll put up some pix from Flo's camera.
**once upon a time, there was this girl named Belle. She sat in class, tired of playing tetris, suddenly a light bulb went on and the most brilliant idea found refuge in her tiny brain - she put up with much inconvenience and risks and possibly getting raped to buy her cousin, Woolie, some Sky Blue vodka for his 17th birthday... well well well, whether he liked it or not, whether it was perceived as a joke or not, who else would get him some alcohol and isnt that what a true friend supposed to do for you? (i donno, but i did it!)
---Time to get back to studying---half time---To be continued soon
<3
Belle
After indulging my mind to intense thinking, glimpses of events of the last 2-3 weeks flashed thru my mind:
**I Danced at the LAST performance for Tia; I am disheartened to tell you, our fans, that our group is offically retiring. No more dances, I announce "No Mo!" I must say it was fun; the best and the worst evenings of my life were the shows. At this particular one, I learned 2 new dances in 3 days and re-practiced an old dance; imperfection was inevitable... but pertty impressive, I must admit.
After the show, my little body was struck by a severe case of depression, from which my mind collapsed and fell prey to liquor... LOTS of liquor... that was my first time not swaying my body on the dance floor "so free like a pineapple on the tree"... I, instead, sat and drank and sat some more and drank even more... and observed and thought, and imagined about how I wantted to rip my insides out and tell everyone how unhappy I am,... but I didn't. I refused to admit that I was drunk. The truth was, I was not drunk; I was just depressed and mind-boggled. Thx Tia and Chico for taking care of me and making sure that I didnt fall into the toilet when I needed to go to the bathroom. Then we went to wal-mart and things were all better once again.
**William's party... fun fun fun fun fun (i think that's pretty descriptive) maybe I'll put up some pix from Flo's camera.
**once upon a time, there was this girl named Belle. She sat in class, tired of playing tetris, suddenly a light bulb went on and the most brilliant idea found refuge in her tiny brain - she put up with much inconvenience and risks and possibly getting raped to buy her cousin, Woolie, some Sky Blue vodka for his 17th birthday... well well well, whether he liked it or not, whether it was perceived as a joke or not, who else would get him some alcohol and isnt that what a true friend supposed to do for you? (i donno, but i did it!)
---Time to get back to studying---half time---To be continued soon
<3
Belle