December - Shhh
[ooc: post-dated after the snow storm is over for everyone!]
I'm never drinking again. Really, I'm not. That's my freaking New Year's resolution. Or it will be when New Year's actually comes. I'm never playing any retarded drinkng games and hey while I'm at it, let's swear off all crappy dive bars too. Because the morning after and waking up with Alec's god damned smirk next to me? IS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN EVER AGAIN.
I mean, I wasn't drunk enough that I didn't know mostly what was going on at the time but oh my god did reality really hit when I sobered up. I've had bad hangovers and morning afters in the past one, but this is on up there with the worst of them. Maybe not the absolute worst because, well.... despite the fact that I did have sex with Alec.. I had sex with Alec. After going way too long without getting laid at all? Top it off that it was with a guy who was genetically enhanced in lots and lots of ways.
And holy shit he is never finding out any of those thoughts or I might have to stab myself in the eye because I wouldn't be able to handle the smirk any more. And while I'm at it, I'd have to bust out my ear drums too.
For the most part, I was pretty positive that neither one of us was planning on spreading this particular mistake. It happened and maybe it shouldn't have, but it did and there's nothing either of us would be able to do about it now. Plus, I've got the thing with Kim now. It's new and different and we're both still figuring it out, but it's there. I'm okay with that. I still have no idea what really is going on with Alec and Grace but I wouldn't want to be the cause of something... else between them. I like Grace more than most others in her family and I know if it were me, I'd be pissed as hell. Broken up, on a break or not, I'd be pissed. And.. my slayer abilities don't work against her magic thing either.
I'd also really like to send a memo to my brain to forget the visible resemblence to He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named if at all possible. That'd be great.
For the most part, I'd be hanging out around the house ever since that little incident or driving around. The insane snow storm of Los Angeles 2007 was gone by now and so far the world hadn't ended so hopefully nothing terrible happened because of it. Kim was at work for the afternoon and I was getting ready to go run a few errands. Since Kim did most (all) of the cooking in the house, I at least liked to go to the store and pick up a few things. I'd gotten changed into a good pair of jeans and top when the doorbell rang. As far as I knew, I wasn't expecting anyone but you never knew around here. I was putting my hair half up when I got to the door and opened it up to see... Grace.
Oh crap.
[Open to Grace]
I'm never drinking again. Really, I'm not. That's my freaking New Year's resolution. Or it will be when New Year's actually comes. I'm never playing any retarded drinkng games and hey while I'm at it, let's swear off all crappy dive bars too. Because the morning after and waking up with Alec's god damned smirk next to me? IS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN EVER AGAIN.
I mean, I wasn't drunk enough that I didn't know mostly what was going on at the time but oh my god did reality really hit when I sobered up. I've had bad hangovers and morning afters in the past one, but this is on up there with the worst of them. Maybe not the absolute worst because, well.... despite the fact that I did have sex with Alec.. I had sex with Alec. After going way too long without getting laid at all? Top it off that it was with a guy who was genetically enhanced in lots and lots of ways.
And holy shit he is never finding out any of those thoughts or I might have to stab myself in the eye because I wouldn't be able to handle the smirk any more. And while I'm at it, I'd have to bust out my ear drums too.
For the most part, I was pretty positive that neither one of us was planning on spreading this particular mistake. It happened and maybe it shouldn't have, but it did and there's nothing either of us would be able to do about it now. Plus, I've got the thing with Kim now. It's new and different and we're both still figuring it out, but it's there. I'm okay with that. I still have no idea what really is going on with Alec and Grace but I wouldn't want to be the cause of something... else between them. I like Grace more than most others in her family and I know if it were me, I'd be pissed as hell. Broken up, on a break or not, I'd be pissed. And.. my slayer abilities don't work against her magic thing either.
I'd also really like to send a memo to my brain to forget the visible resemblence to He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named if at all possible. That'd be great.
For the most part, I'd be hanging out around the house ever since that little incident or driving around. The insane snow storm of Los Angeles 2007 was gone by now and so far the world hadn't ended so hopefully nothing terrible happened because of it. Kim was at work for the afternoon and I was getting ready to go run a few errands. Since Kim did most (all) of the cooking in the house, I at least liked to go to the store and pick up a few things. I'd gotten changed into a good pair of jeans and top when the doorbell rang. As far as I knew, I wasn't expecting anyone but you never knew around here. I was putting my hair half up when I got to the door and opened it up to see... Grace.
Oh crap.
[Open to Grace]