[Ongoing] Maybe Forever - Ohmiya (Chapter 15)
Maybe Forever | Ongoing | Chapter 15 | Angst. Drama | NC-17 | beta by : asdfghjklalala (thank you ^.^)
Disclaimer: nope. I don't own Ohno or Nino or Jun or Arashi. they belongs to themselves. no profit taken from this, except for some stress reliever.
CHAPTER 15
“Satoshi-kun,” Nino's hands wrapped along his waist as he shifted closer towards the other man. Ohno didn't make an effort to acknowledge this instead, he chose to remain feigning sleep. He could feel Nino's breaths against his nape. As Nino continued mumbling words against his bare skin, Ohno did catch a sob escape the man's mouth, along with those hopeful words
“Satoshi-kun, I love you-“
Why did he chose to remain silent?
His kisses trailed along Nino's jawline, tasting the nostalgic flavour from years ago. Nothing has changed, the taste is still the same. Their rhythm, their moans. It felt the same five years ago, the only difference now is how he was doing it with love.
Nino's hand wrapped around his nape, leading him back to kiss him on the lips. They were both breathless but no one wanted to break it off. When Nino pulled him to deepen their kiss, Ohno obeyed and that was the time he realized how much Nino wanted this. How much Nino wanted to feel loved by him.
His hand slipped into Nino's shirt, moving softly against his torso towards his nipple. He couldn't help chuckling when Nino whimpered as he pinched it softly.
“still one of your sensitive spots,” he said in a whisper as his kiss trailed to Nino's lips. Under him, Nino shivered with anticipation.
“Oh-chan. Oh-chan, please-“ Nino pleaded. His eyes begged as they met his. Ohno pulled away a little just to have a better view of Nino's face. “I want you. Please-“
Nino’s voice as he begged was breaking Ohno more that he could ever thought. A beg that was full of hope, as if they’re running out of time.
They are running out of time.
His hand shivered as he caress the man’s hair, staring at Nino lovingly into his eyes. His lips forming that bitter smile, realizing how these moment between them now won’t last forever.
“I want to take my time, Kazu,” Ohno said, gyrating his bulging member against Nino’s making the man to let out a moan. “let’s take our time here.”
No words needed, though Nino slightly nodded upon his words.
They kissed, for god only knows how long. Moans filled the room as they did, taking their time as if trying to tell each other how they had enough time for all of this. They wanted it to last, but not as much as Ohno wanting to turn back time so that they can have more than this.
“Satoshi-“ Nino whispered against his ears. “Don’t hold back. I’m ready,”
This time, Ohno obeyed. He took the lube from the drawer next to the bed, smearing it on his fingers. Slowly, he pulled away, resting one of Nino’s legs on his shoulder. He smeared the lube on the man’s hole, playing with the ring before slowly penetrating one finger into the man’s hole. He moved it in and out, eyes fixed on Nino’s face who had his eyes closed while biting his lower lips. A moan escaped Nino’s mouth while his breath simultaneous with Ohno’s pace.
Ohno inserted another finger when he felt the man loosened enough, he slowly leaned in to kiss Nino on the lips. He inserted another finger, scissoring, rubbing a spot inside the man that he knew so well would make Nino to arch upwards with a gasp left his mouth, feeling the sensation building up in his body.
He stopped Ohno, his hand on the man’s chest as their eyes met.
“I’m ready, Satoshi. Please- Now.”
He didn’t need Nino to beg. The man had it enough, he begged since years ago. Regret filled his chest as he made Nino lay on his stomach, pull up his butt for the next part. He kept wondering if it will be enough, will it be enough to show how much he wanted the man because he loved him, not for his own benefit like five years ago?
Slowly, he pulled away, pulling the man to lay flat on his stomach. He placed a pillow under the man, making it easier for them for their next step. Smearing more lube on his own length, he positioned himself behind the man, the tip of his cock poking the man entrance causing Nino to shiver.
He leaned it, nibbling soft on Nino’s bare skin, trailing his kiss on the man’s exposed back before he dropped a few kisses on the man’s shoulder to his nape.
“I’ll enter you now, kazu,” He said, alerting the man who only responded it with a hum. His tip slowly intruding the man’s hole, stopping for a while when he heard the man below him hissed in pain. But Nino made it clear. He wanted this. He’s been waiting for this for so long. The pain will be worth it,
“Do it, Satoshi. I’ll be fine,” a longing plead was heard in Nino’s tone. Their eyes met for a brief second and Ohno leans in, kissing the man on the lips. In one thrust, his whole length into Nino’s hole. Muffling groans escaped the man’s mouth.
He waited, not moving even an inch to let the man get adjusted by the intrusion. Until Nino asked him to move, halfway he pulled out before thrusting the man, slowly, carefully as if trying to not breaking the man anymore than he had already did.
Gradually the hissing turned into moans. Moans turned into pleas, begging for more. Ohno fasten his pace, their pleasured voices harmonize each other.
“God, Kazu. Ugh. So tight-“ Ohno moans in delight. Nino’s muscle clenching his length, giving him all the pleasure he needed. But he knew, this isn’t about him alone. It wasn’t for his own satisfaction alone.
He wanted to please the man, giving him all the pleasure he needed. At the same time, telling Nino how much worth he has, something that he never bothered to tell to the man five years ago.
He pulled out, turning the man to face him again. Bringing Nino’s legs on his shoulder, he pushed his length into the man again, causing the man to arch as it hit that one spot inside him.
His hand wrapping the man’s body, bringing him closer as they kissed, lips on lips, making that lustful sound as they do it.
“I love you, Kazu.” He said, without regret, without a single hint of hesitation. His words were sincere, and he knew the man knew it. When Nino pulled him closer, deepening their kiss.
“God, Satoshi. Faster. Please-“ he begged. And Ohno obeyed.
They’re reaching their climax. As he fasten his pace on the man’s hole, his hand on the man’s length, pumping it as fast as his thrusts. Few more thrusts, they both came at the same time, before he slump next to the man, taking him close into his embrace.
“I love you, Nino,” he said, whispering it softly against the man’s ears. Yet, he got nothing as a reply as the man was drove to sleep. he dropped a few kisses on the man's head, inhaling the smell of the shampoo the man used. so nostalgic. yet, painful.
Surely the stingy pain he felt in his chest now was what Nino had been feeling since five years ago.
***
He couldn’t sleep. For hours, he let his mind wonder every alternate possibility. He wondered what if five years ago he didn't meet Miyuki, will it be a happy ending for both him and Nino? Or if that horrible night, if he ever ran to the man, apologize, took him into his embrace, would Nino be happy by his side now? Or if he went to find Nino after that night, telling the man he had made a mistake and would like to try this relationship with Nino, will it change his fate from losing Nino again?
He kept caressing the man, cupping the man’s sleeping face, adoring the beautiful figure next to him. Regrets, hopes, anger filled him one after another. Regrets for being so stupid for letting go of someone who really love him. Hoping for a miracle to happen for him to have more time with the man. Anger for being so hopeless on figuring how can he helped the man.
He was frustrated.
For countless time that night, he sighed.
His phone vibrated on the table next to the bed startled him from his thought. He took it, frowning as he read the message he received.
From : Matsumoto Jun
Subject: Important.
It’s up to your ego now. I am compatible to be a donor for him. Meet me at the restaurant last time we met.
Perhaps, Ohno thought, I will never be the one for him.
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once again, writing this kind of scene is not my forte. sorry for the lacks.
thanks a lot for reading :)
Disclaimer: nope. I don't own Ohno or Nino or Jun or Arashi. they belongs to themselves. no profit taken from this, except for some stress reliever.
CHAPTER 15
“Satoshi-kun,” Nino's hands wrapped along his waist as he shifted closer towards the other man. Ohno didn't make an effort to acknowledge this instead, he chose to remain feigning sleep. He could feel Nino's breaths against his nape. As Nino continued mumbling words against his bare skin, Ohno did catch a sob escape the man's mouth, along with those hopeful words
“Satoshi-kun, I love you-“
Why did he chose to remain silent?
His kisses trailed along Nino's jawline, tasting the nostalgic flavour from years ago. Nothing has changed, the taste is still the same. Their rhythm, their moans. It felt the same five years ago, the only difference now is how he was doing it with love.
Nino's hand wrapped around his nape, leading him back to kiss him on the lips. They were both breathless but no one wanted to break it off. When Nino pulled him to deepen their kiss, Ohno obeyed and that was the time he realized how much Nino wanted this. How much Nino wanted to feel loved by him.
His hand slipped into Nino's shirt, moving softly against his torso towards his nipple. He couldn't help chuckling when Nino whimpered as he pinched it softly.
“still one of your sensitive spots,” he said in a whisper as his kiss trailed to Nino's lips. Under him, Nino shivered with anticipation.
“Oh-chan. Oh-chan, please-“ Nino pleaded. His eyes begged as they met his. Ohno pulled away a little just to have a better view of Nino's face. “I want you. Please-“
Nino’s voice as he begged was breaking Ohno more that he could ever thought. A beg that was full of hope, as if they’re running out of time.
They are running out of time.
His hand shivered as he caress the man’s hair, staring at Nino lovingly into his eyes. His lips forming that bitter smile, realizing how these moment between them now won’t last forever.
“I want to take my time, Kazu,” Ohno said, gyrating his bulging member against Nino’s making the man to let out a moan. “let’s take our time here.”
No words needed, though Nino slightly nodded upon his words.
They kissed, for god only knows how long. Moans filled the room as they did, taking their time as if trying to tell each other how they had enough time for all of this. They wanted it to last, but not as much as Ohno wanting to turn back time so that they can have more than this.
“Satoshi-“ Nino whispered against his ears. “Don’t hold back. I’m ready,”
This time, Ohno obeyed. He took the lube from the drawer next to the bed, smearing it on his fingers. Slowly, he pulled away, resting one of Nino’s legs on his shoulder. He smeared the lube on the man’s hole, playing with the ring before slowly penetrating one finger into the man’s hole. He moved it in and out, eyes fixed on Nino’s face who had his eyes closed while biting his lower lips. A moan escaped Nino’s mouth while his breath simultaneous with Ohno’s pace.
Ohno inserted another finger when he felt the man loosened enough, he slowly leaned in to kiss Nino on the lips. He inserted another finger, scissoring, rubbing a spot inside the man that he knew so well would make Nino to arch upwards with a gasp left his mouth, feeling the sensation building up in his body.
He stopped Ohno, his hand on the man’s chest as their eyes met.
“I’m ready, Satoshi. Please- Now.”
He didn’t need Nino to beg. The man had it enough, he begged since years ago. Regret filled his chest as he made Nino lay on his stomach, pull up his butt for the next part. He kept wondering if it will be enough, will it be enough to show how much he wanted the man because he loved him, not for his own benefit like five years ago?
Slowly, he pulled away, pulling the man to lay flat on his stomach. He placed a pillow under the man, making it easier for them for their next step. Smearing more lube on his own length, he positioned himself behind the man, the tip of his cock poking the man entrance causing Nino to shiver.
He leaned it, nibbling soft on Nino’s bare skin, trailing his kiss on the man’s exposed back before he dropped a few kisses on the man’s shoulder to his nape.
“I’ll enter you now, kazu,” He said, alerting the man who only responded it with a hum. His tip slowly intruding the man’s hole, stopping for a while when he heard the man below him hissed in pain. But Nino made it clear. He wanted this. He’s been waiting for this for so long. The pain will be worth it,
“Do it, Satoshi. I’ll be fine,” a longing plead was heard in Nino’s tone. Their eyes met for a brief second and Ohno leans in, kissing the man on the lips. In one thrust, his whole length into Nino’s hole. Muffling groans escaped the man’s mouth.
He waited, not moving even an inch to let the man get adjusted by the intrusion. Until Nino asked him to move, halfway he pulled out before thrusting the man, slowly, carefully as if trying to not breaking the man anymore than he had already did.
Gradually the hissing turned into moans. Moans turned into pleas, begging for more. Ohno fasten his pace, their pleasured voices harmonize each other.
“God, Kazu. Ugh. So tight-“ Ohno moans in delight. Nino’s muscle clenching his length, giving him all the pleasure he needed. But he knew, this isn’t about him alone. It wasn’t for his own satisfaction alone.
He wanted to please the man, giving him all the pleasure he needed. At the same time, telling Nino how much worth he has, something that he never bothered to tell to the man five years ago.
He pulled out, turning the man to face him again. Bringing Nino’s legs on his shoulder, he pushed his length into the man again, causing the man to arch as it hit that one spot inside him.
His hand wrapping the man’s body, bringing him closer as they kissed, lips on lips, making that lustful sound as they do it.
“I love you, Kazu.” He said, without regret, without a single hint of hesitation. His words were sincere, and he knew the man knew it. When Nino pulled him closer, deepening their kiss.
“God, Satoshi. Faster. Please-“ he begged. And Ohno obeyed.
They’re reaching their climax. As he fasten his pace on the man’s hole, his hand on the man’s length, pumping it as fast as his thrusts. Few more thrusts, they both came at the same time, before he slump next to the man, taking him close into his embrace.
“I love you, Nino,” he said, whispering it softly against the man’s ears. Yet, he got nothing as a reply as the man was drove to sleep. he dropped a few kisses on the man's head, inhaling the smell of the shampoo the man used. so nostalgic. yet, painful.
Surely the stingy pain he felt in his chest now was what Nino had been feeling since five years ago.
***
He couldn’t sleep. For hours, he let his mind wonder every alternate possibility. He wondered what if five years ago he didn't meet Miyuki, will it be a happy ending for both him and Nino? Or if that horrible night, if he ever ran to the man, apologize, took him into his embrace, would Nino be happy by his side now? Or if he went to find Nino after that night, telling the man he had made a mistake and would like to try this relationship with Nino, will it change his fate from losing Nino again?
He kept caressing the man, cupping the man’s sleeping face, adoring the beautiful figure next to him. Regrets, hopes, anger filled him one after another. Regrets for being so stupid for letting go of someone who really love him. Hoping for a miracle to happen for him to have more time with the man. Anger for being so hopeless on figuring how can he helped the man.
He was frustrated.
For countless time that night, he sighed.
His phone vibrated on the table next to the bed startled him from his thought. He took it, frowning as he read the message he received.
From : Matsumoto Jun
Subject: Important.
It’s up to your ego now. I am compatible to be a donor for him. Meet me at the restaurant last time we met.
Perhaps, Ohno thought, I will never be the one for him.
__________________________________________________________________________________
once again, writing this kind of scene is not my forte. sorry for the lacks.
thanks a lot for reading :)