Well, even though I'm scared, sad, miserable, and so on. I decided to write her. My day has completely sucked. Last night I drank and was going to out. My dad caught me drinking and bitched at me. Today it was the same thing. My brother's friend nicole picked me up and took me out for lunch and tried to cheer me up, it didn't really help at all. All I thought about was Laura, the one person I love the most. I've cried most of the day. I'm really scared. I know I can't talk to her. She doesn't want me around. She wants to be alone :'(. I love her so much. Laura, if you do read this, I love you so much. I know your still hurting. I'm hurting too. I'm just as scared as you are. I love you with all my heart and soul. You've always made me happy. I'm glad to have you as my girlfriend. I worry about you too. I always do. I really care about you. I love you :-*. I'm glad your in my life. I will never leave you because I love you so much. Since I can't talk to you, I decided to tell you how I feel here.
Laura, if you do decide to read my journal. I love you so much. I'm still hurting and I'm just as scared as you are. I always worry about you. I really care about you Laura. I'm glad to have you as my girlfriend. You've always made me happy. I really miss you. Even though I'm in tears and crying, I'm just trying to tell you how I feel. I love you with all my heart and soul. My love for you is strong and will always be strong. I love you so much. I'm just scared. I'm always scared,I really care about you. Please babe, I love you. I'm scared you will leave me, and that what's scaring me. I love you so much Laura, I can't never resist your smile, your charm, and all the good qualities in you. I love everything about you. I love you. This is the only way to tell you how I feel since I can't talk to you. Laura, I love you, I'll never leave you. I love you too much.
I know you already saw that pic. I made it because I love you. Since it wont show on here click the box and it will pop up. Laura, your my love, I love you so much. I cried last night too, I love you. Everytime you hurt, I hurt. I don't to see you hurt anymore. I love you Laura. I hope you feel better.
Love, from your boyfriend,
Ian