Jul 08, 2004 20:55
Well, right now I'm not feeling well. I only slept 4 hours last night. The last couple of days have been rough for me. Right now, I'm sad. I'm sad because 1) I don't feel good, 2) my back is causing me major pain, 3) my parents have been giving me a hard time at home, and 4) feels like my g/f laura is mad at me. So I have nothing to do tonight, I'm just here thinking about how much I love laura and that I wish she could be here to comfort me. So I'm just drinking a beer since I'm sad. I don't know...right now I feel like nothing, like a absolute nobody.
I love Laura so much. I really do. I always worry about her as she worries about me. I really miss her right now. I really wanted to take her out tonight, but she didn't want to go out, but its ok cause I love her. I want to take her somewhere special. If anyone can help me, please help me.
Anyway, I'm staying home for right now. Laura, I love you, please call me if you do read my journal. I love you so much :-*.