Chapter 6: There are no babies for Bill Murray
No baby update. Life has been extremely busy. I’m thankful we have been put on hold though. The holidays have been stressful not being home for the past month because of work and selfishly, girls night out is a little over a month away.
I am happy I wasn’t pregnant for this job as well. It is the most stressful job I have ever had and I have loved the ups and the downs. I have grown so much this past month. I have learned so much as well. I am at a crosswinds though. The job sounds like it is wrapping up and that I could be home within the next week. The money is GREAT. I have never made so much money at one time. I am putting most in savings, especially being done Christmas shopping, and we will have a house by next holidays. That is my all time goal. Get all of Jeremy’s medical bills paid off, get our credit cards paid off and SAVE SAVE SAVE. This is the miracle job we have been waiting for. Jeremy and I are getting our big break. Our dreams are coming true. One stressful, awesome day at a time. Even with all this saving and money making, I am ready to be home. I have never worked so hard in my entire life. Some days I am working 0700-2200. That’s just insane. Then
get back up at 5:30 and start the day all over again. It is like my life is Groundhogs day.
I am Bill Murray.
When I get home, I plan on sleeping for an entire day. I don’t want to see anyone but Jeremy and I will sleep all day long. I won’t move from the couch. I won’t eat a damn thing. I will just sleep.
Also, when I get home there should be a BIG package waiting for me. Jeremy and I decided I should take the plunge and start a meal delivery service for the next few months. It was my idea, Jeremy is just in full support. He knows I want to get healthy and I am having a hard time finding where to start. He knows that I honestly don’t know how to do it. I don’t even know at this point if I am capable of doing it. I have lost all motivation and will to get healthy. I have let myself go and even though I am still as confident as ever and love myself for what I am… I need to get on track. This isn’t about being skinny or thin or prettier. I fully believe you don’t have to be a twig to be sexy and feel sexy. This is about being healthy for our future family and myself. I need to do this for me and Jeremy and future babies. I don’t want to be an inactive mother. I want to be active and doing fun stuff all the time. I don’t want to be a couch mom.
Things are changing fast and I am loving every second of it. I hope I get to go on more jobs. I need to get more credentials for this line of work. Maybe I will get my 40-hour HAZMAT Cert and maybe I will be able to start taking classes regularly. I would be really happy about that. If I could become more knowledgeable it would prove to my dad that I can do this line of work and maybe be given more responsibilities. There is finally room for improvement in my line of work. I will go the distance.
Who says work can’t make you happy. Even on my worst days. I am happy for this opportunity.
I am happy I wasn’t pregnant for this job as well. It is the most stressful job I have ever had and I have loved the ups and the downs. I have grown so much this past month. I have learned so much as well. I am at a crosswinds though. The job sounds like it is wrapping up and that I could be home within the next week. The money is GREAT. I have never made so much money at one time. I am putting most in savings, especially being done Christmas shopping, and we will have a house by next holidays. That is my all time goal. Get all of Jeremy’s medical bills paid off, get our credit cards paid off and SAVE SAVE SAVE. This is the miracle job we have been waiting for. Jeremy and I are getting our big break. Our dreams are coming true. One stressful, awesome day at a time. Even with all this saving and money making, I am ready to be home. I have never worked so hard in my entire life. Some days I am working 0700-2200. That’s just insane. Then
get back up at 5:30 and start the day all over again. It is like my life is Groundhogs day.
I am Bill Murray.
When I get home, I plan on sleeping for an entire day. I don’t want to see anyone but Jeremy and I will sleep all day long. I won’t move from the couch. I won’t eat a damn thing. I will just sleep.
Also, when I get home there should be a BIG package waiting for me. Jeremy and I decided I should take the plunge and start a meal delivery service for the next few months. It was my idea, Jeremy is just in full support. He knows I want to get healthy and I am having a hard time finding where to start. He knows that I honestly don’t know how to do it. I don’t even know at this point if I am capable of doing it. I have lost all motivation and will to get healthy. I have let myself go and even though I am still as confident as ever and love myself for what I am… I need to get on track. This isn’t about being skinny or thin or prettier. I fully believe you don’t have to be a twig to be sexy and feel sexy. This is about being healthy for our future family and myself. I need to do this for me and Jeremy and future babies. I don’t want to be an inactive mother. I want to be active and doing fun stuff all the time. I don’t want to be a couch mom.
Things are changing fast and I am loving every second of it. I hope I get to go on more jobs. I need to get more credentials for this line of work. Maybe I will get my 40-hour HAZMAT Cert and maybe I will be able to start taking classes regularly. I would be really happy about that. If I could become more knowledgeable it would prove to my dad that I can do this line of work and maybe be given more responsibilities. There is finally room for improvement in my line of work. I will go the distance.
Who says work can’t make you happy. Even on my worst days. I am happy for this opportunity.