FUCK THIS FUCKIN PLACE

[ibinband]

Today Fuckin sucked. I just got back from drum major camp on Wensday. that was by far the best 4 days ever. i worked hard. i was cheerful. i stood tall. they pumped us up so much. i felt so much better about myself. like seriously, people that i didn't even know where giving me compliments on my conducting. And then next thing you know it, i am

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[vintage015]

Damn Cedrick, readin this just made me real sad, especially that last part because i know how that is, to feel like that, for ur parents who are supposed to be some of the most important ppl in ur life to always put u down, always point out the bad things and never the good things, its like they dont appriciate you and all the hard work that you do, i so know where you're comming from with that.

sometimes i feel just like you, there have been a lot of times where i feel more love comming from a group of friends or people who i barely know than comming from my actual family. there are many times why i wonder why im still here.

btw, i thought it was really gay how the one sax player went thru most of the practice without telling ppl he had the wrong music. DUMBASS. not to mention he went thru the whole summer, the whole practice on tuesday and half of the practice on thursday with that music. smh.

[ibinband]

Yeah. i hope this all blows over or something happens. no one ever thought that cedrick has to deal with the same problems. haha. well now they know.

But that just suprised me. i wanted to laugh in his face and say Dumbass so bad. But i didn't, i just did what i was told. i got him his music. i just can't believe that he tried to play a Bb part on a Eb instrument. doesn't he know that if you do that then the sound is not gonna blend with the rest of the band and just suck. DUMBASS. oh well. thats a freshmen for you.

[vintage015]

by the way let me add that i also hate the damn cadences, they sound horrible. mccracken fucked up with that one, because for the past 2 yrs, in my opinion, kenwood has had one of the best cadences. now it just completely sucks, but its not drumlines fault, its mccrackens.

and yea brian is a beast on the snare, im mad mccracken didnt let him play this year, oh well, hes pretty damn good on those quints too tho. my buddy is hella talented. im proud of him for not complaining because i know how much this all didnt work out to his advantage but hes still stickin it thru and he never complains.

i havent heard latipha play yet, but i heard one of the freshman flute players named Charles and hes really good, most of the freshman are good, i was surprised, impressed :)

[ibinband]

Yeah. Brian is awasome. and for hime to be able to switch from snare drum to playing 5 drums on the quints that fast is very impressive. i am proud of him. Durring Drumline practice, me and Amber had to sit next to the snare drummers and read off of thier cadences. latipha was doing very well.

OMFG. i told McCracken last year that she would be getting this really good flute named charles. He is very good. He went to my middle school and i would help out thier band and he would just impress me with his ability. i am sure he will be a great asset to the band.

[they_talk]

I have to disagree
the cadences do suck because of drumline
these cadences were used my 9th grade year
and they sounded good
but ya know, some people can't fucking read music :]
<3

[they_talk]

the cadences wouldn't suck if people knew how to fucking read music
these were the cadences from my 9th grade year, when they actually sounded good
but anyway, try not to let things get you down
trust me, I know how hard it can be but you just have to put a smile on your face and let out your anger constructivly
just don't let it get to you, but still don't let it build up inside of you
<3

[ibinband]

yeah. i will be sure to find a way to let out my anger constructively. Maybe conducting, because people said that my conducting is very agressive and hard and strict. so yeah. maybe that will be it. i mean, i don't think that i have ever come to school upset and i am not gonna start now. I will just have to try to figure out how to deal. i will. thanks for your advice. It means a lot to me.