today my inner pessimist seems to have got the best of me................
311 rocked, saw ken(oh my ken), got wasted. lots of jager. who's got the herb, apparently everyone did there. got thrown in the pit, punched in the face and my cheek hurts like a bitch now. got pissed that I got hit, so I flipped out and started killing people in the pit hitting and kicking and rich came over to see if I was ok, but I didn't see him and I punch him too. sorry dude. danced with paul, lost sarah, dropped my keys in front of a car in the middle of the road in the pouring rain, than I almost got hit by the car trying to get them.
post- holiday depression has set in. no more tracey, no more cav., no more stephen. they all went back to school. me is sad. I almost cried.
drank too much wine on thanksgiving. and too much tequila. cried to paul about god knows what. than I laughed. it was a really nice thanksgiving and I really and truely did enjoy everymoment of it, except for dreaming about bombs and dying and not being able to save or help paul
wasted again last night : pattern, perhaps. that's life. sing it frankie
teds b-day. it was nice. I'm glad d and ted are happy. tracey needs to get rid of the sumfuck, gambling addict, dickhead, shitfuck she calls a boyfriend.
nick needs to hang out more
camp went good. learned the first 48 seconds of the show, plus saber ballad work and some dance. the banquet was cute I didn't really talk to anyone. I sat down and ate and ate and talked shit and left.
no one is home, moms and dads went to drop off lovey stephen at school.
sarah and rich are in maryland, supposed to see dredge sold out, aquaruim and self sustaning rain forest.
just me and love
tonight, making pasta dinner and garlic bread and wine wine wine, a bowl or two or eight
VIVA LA BAM!
lord of the rings - extended version.
percey was sleeping so late to day. test in 2 days. love hugs
kisses
I'm lost can you find me?
i will be your _________________ .(fill it in as you please.)
post- holiday depression has set in. no more tracey, no more cav., no more stephen. they all went back to school. me is sad. I almost cried.
drank too much wine on thanksgiving. and too much tequila. cried to paul about god knows what. than I laughed. it was a really nice thanksgiving and I really and truely did enjoy everymoment of it, except for dreaming about bombs and dying and not being able to save or help paul
wasted again last night : pattern, perhaps. that's life. sing it frankie
teds b-day. it was nice. I'm glad d and ted are happy. tracey needs to get rid of the sumfuck, gambling addict, dickhead, shitfuck she calls a boyfriend.
nick needs to hang out more
camp went good. learned the first 48 seconds of the show, plus saber ballad work and some dance. the banquet was cute I didn't really talk to anyone. I sat down and ate and ate and talked shit and left.
no one is home, moms and dads went to drop off lovey stephen at school.
sarah and rich are in maryland, supposed to see dredge sold out, aquaruim and self sustaning rain forest.
just me and love
tonight, making pasta dinner and garlic bread and wine wine wine, a bowl or two or eight
VIVA LA BAM!
lord of the rings - extended version.
percey was sleeping so late to day. test in 2 days. love hugs
kisses
I'm lost can you find me?
i will be your _________________ .(fill it in as you please.)