she is a drug to me
blah. im feeling like shit right now, though i cant really tell why. every time i hang out with neoka its a reminder of how we were best friends, and then i get depressed because i had to make all new friends this year. the more time i spend with her the closer i come to commiting suicide.
she is a drug to me
it has to stop. it either ends when i take my space or if i lose myself and take my life.
i feel like im doomed.
i'll die from a severed self if i stay where i stand and cant move on to somebody else.
but i'll die from a broken soul if i never see her again and stand outside in the cold.
i cant help it. i cant stand to be this way.
theres no turning back now. it ends in trajedy.
she is a drug to me
it has to stop. it either ends when i take my space or if i lose myself and take my life.
i feel like im doomed.
i'll die from a severed self if i stay where i stand and cant move on to somebody else.
but i'll die from a broken soul if i never see her again and stand outside in the cold.
i cant help it. i cant stand to be this way.
theres no turning back now. it ends in trajedy.