Waiting on Happiness...
It’s been awhile since I’ve updated, so for those of you who actually care here’s some new stuff. First off, I don’t really like ETSU. I’m doing well in all my classes, it’s just all this lonely free time that I have. I’ve met a few people, but it’s sure not like it was at MECC. I was just so use to knowing everyone that it’s hard to go back to being alone. Give it time, I know it is possible that I may one day like ETSU, but for now my heart sure isn’t here. I have managed to become a member of America Reads, Admissions Ambassadors, Temporary Bookstore Helper, and I’m gonna work at the Dierks Bentley Concert where I plan on running away with him, LOL.
America Reads is definitely not Americorps. They aren’t as strict and they don’t pay as much either. These city schools are awful too. I know if I ever have a kid they are not going to these city school prisons. It is so terrible to go to tutor everyday and have to identify yourself to every adult that passes you in the hall like you are some kinda criminal when you are there to help out. To make it worse, the kids even ask me if I have permission to be there. They are acting like this is some high crime area where kids are abducted every second! They have dress codes too, which makes me mad, working at Dryden and Shoemaker I could wear whatever and they never fussed at me. All they cared about was me being there to tutor, not treating me like a criminal.
I am excited about the Dierks Bentley Concert. Just wish **** would have gone with me. I had hoped for the longest time that things would change, but they aren’t. So more than likely I will spend the whole night wishing **** was with me, instead of enjoying the show. Cause if his hair was curly, he would look like Dierks, LOL. So far I get to help sell tickets. Not sure what they will have us doing at the concert, but can’t wait to find out. I am gonna run away with him though!
Gotta new job at Food City in Church Hill. I work in the Bakery/Deli, now I know how lil’ Brother felt! So I’m never home much between ETSU and Food City.
Had a fun night out with Sara, Jen, and Cindy on Monday night. We saw Employee of the Month. They showed the Grudge 2 preview and I was so scared I grabbed Jen, scared her, and we both screamed, LOL. Guess that’s about it for my update. Leave some Comments Please!!!
Snow Patrol: Chasing Cars
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?