For Someone Special
I just have so much to say, yet can’t find the words. I sure messed things up. Yeah, it has been a long time ago and I guess I’m crazy for still hanging on to that last little bit of hope everyday. Wishing I could somehow make things right again, bring the smiles, laughter, and happiness back. I see every mistake I made clearly now. Realize how bad I hurt you. You cared so much. In a way, I think I was just scared of something I had wanted so badly for so long. I’d do anything possible to make you see how sorry I am.
The little time we had together, I will always remember. When I first met you at the PTK Induction. How we had to wash the dishes and almost overflowed the sink. We went out to eat afterwards. I bet you don't remember what song was playing in Wal-Mart as you suprised me and held my hand for the first time? "The Real Thing" by Bo Bice. I think of you at ETSU, that day we went to Orientation and you held my hand on the tour. Then went 4 wheeling around your mountain top, the best part was getting to hang on to you so tight. You even took me to get ice cream that night, I think that was the night I started calling you that name, the one you hate, but I think is so cute…Then that one night looking at the stars, I could have held you forever…
I had so much fun on Awards Night, just being with you. Know who I was thinking about at Graduation…yep you. I turned down offers from several of my best friends cause I wanted to go out with you that night. I know you were tired though, but I think you just didn’t really wanna be around me. Ever since you’ve not really talked to me or wanted to be around me. Remember when you asked me to just give you a chance to prove your not like Stupid was? I gave you a chance, now all I want more than anything else in this world is for you to just give me that same chance. Just a chance for me to take things seriously this time, to prove I didn’t mean to be that way, and that I really care for you. If you really want something to work it can, I know it could.
If for some reason you ever do read this, I didn’t write it to make you mad. It's with the best of intentions, but that always seems to be one of the ways I upset ya. It’s just all the things I wanted to say to you, but you would never listen. Just a way for me to get all of the feelings I have kept inside for so long out. I just hate for things to be like they are now, I hate being that girl you don’t want to be around or talk to. It’s an awful feeling, but I can’t really blame you.
It’s been so long since I’ve talked to you though. It hurts so much to finally realize your gone and those times will probably never happen again...I know you moved on a long time ago and never want to think of me again. I wish you the best with everything you do. I know your happy now, your always happy and I always loved how you see everything in such a positive way. Whoever you’re with now is so lucky. She has the best guy any girl could ask for.
I’LL LOVE YOU ALWAYS, ANDY DREW
Ashley Monroe: I Don’t Want To
I Could Go Out Tonight and
Find Some Stranger
It Wouldn’t Be Wrong
No, It’ Wouldn’t Be Wrong
Cause It Ain’t No Crime, No Felony
There Ain’t No Chains Here a Holdin’ Me Down
Holdin’ Me Down
There Ain’t No Place Here On This Earth I’d Rather Be
So Why Would I Leave
I Could Hold Somebody Else
I Could Need Somebody Else
I Could Love Somebody Other Than You
But I Don’t Want To
There’s No Good Help for Me Now
There’s Nothin’ I Can’t Do Without
I Can’t Live Without
There Ain’t No Place Here On This Earth I’d Rather Be
So Why Would I Leave
I Could Hold Somebody Else
I Could Need Somebody Else
I Could Love Somebody Other Than You
But I Don’t Want To
You Made Me Feel Like Heaven Was Pourin’ Down On Me
I Know I’m Free
I Could Hold Somebody Else
I Could Need Somebody Else
I Could Love Somebody Other Than You
But I Don’t Want To
I Could Dream Somebody Else
Be Treated Like a Queen by Someone Else
I Could Love Somebody Other Than You
But I Don’t Want To
I Didn’t Want You To Leave…