drained.
This crying isn't like me. It's just not something I do. But I cried while doing my homework yesterday, and when I went to bed...I nearly started crying right after school, and I cried as soon as I came home...I'm crying now. I hate it.
I can already tell that junior year is going to suck. I'm taking advanced courses I don't even want to take, but that my parents are forcing me to do. My favorite teacher is gone, and a new teacher who's teaching style I despise is in her place. I have no off hours. I'm taking the ACT this year. I don't have friends in many of my classes, and my best friend had hardly said a word to me in two weeks. She walked past me today after school, and didn't look once at me...didn't even turn when I said hi.
I can't handle it.
I can already tell that junior year is going to suck. I'm taking advanced courses I don't even want to take, but that my parents are forcing me to do. My favorite teacher is gone, and a new teacher who's teaching style I despise is in her place. I have no off hours. I'm taking the ACT this year. I don't have friends in many of my classes, and my best friend had hardly said a word to me in two weeks. She walked past me today after school, and didn't look once at me...didn't even turn when I said hi.
I can't handle it.