hmmm
where does the time go? the end of first semester already... I am kinda excited to go home but kinda not, dont really wanna work and woodhill but I will prolly end up going back anyway. my grandpa is getting worse and worse, my grandma just went into the hospital with congestie heart failure, and my dad started smoking again because of it all. thanksgiing was pretty sweet, had a couple glasses of wine with dinner... huge step. School is going meh, dont go out much but hats prolly a good thing for me. chilled with court saturday night, it was a way fun night and we stayed up til like 7 in the morning, then I went home cause I dont really like sleeping at other people's houses. slept till about 10 then I had to help my dad bring all my furniture downstairs and my sisters upstairs so that was tight on 3 hours of sleep. came back to duluth at like 7 so I missed simpsons and family guy, I was stoked... started getting sick last night... stoked. cant swallow without unbearable pain... stoked. talking to sarah on the phone... stoked. not been able to sleep well for about a month now... stoked. meh, what can u do... its life. "Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust, and when you're up its not as good as it seems, and when your bust you neer feel like you'll be up again... but life goes on."