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I got a pic text from my ex in Iowa.
*sadface*
She's so hot. We used to have so much fun together too.
She was the only girl *I* ever broke up with, and I can't stop wondering what would have happened if I didn't.
I would have stayed in school. She would have made me.
I would have stopped smoking pot and drinking so much long time ago. She would have made me.
I would have a good job. She would have made me.
I would be debt free. She would have made me.
I would have never done so much coke or meth. She would have made me.
I woudln't be this fat. She would have made me.
I'd be a totaly different person than I am today. She would have made me.
Not sure how I really feel about all that.
On one hand, I'd probably be really happy with a woman I love being the kind of person I'd like to be. But on the other hand, I would have achieved all that because I was being pushed by someone to do all these things, and not because it was completely 110% MY decision.
But I'm really bad at making decisions on my own.
It sure would be nice to be married, fit, financialy secure and stable... but I've experienced so much.
Oh wellz... shoulda woulda coulda.
*sadface*
She's so hot. We used to have so much fun together too.
She was the only girl *I* ever broke up with, and I can't stop wondering what would have happened if I didn't.
I would have stayed in school. She would have made me.
I would have stopped smoking pot and drinking so much long time ago. She would have made me.
I would have a good job. She would have made me.
I would be debt free. She would have made me.
I would have never done so much coke or meth. She would have made me.
I woudln't be this fat. She would have made me.
I'd be a totaly different person than I am today. She would have made me.
Not sure how I really feel about all that.
On one hand, I'd probably be really happy with a woman I love being the kind of person I'd like to be. But on the other hand, I would have achieved all that because I was being pushed by someone to do all these things, and not because it was completely 110% MY decision.
But I'm really bad at making decisions on my own.
It sure would be nice to be married, fit, financialy secure and stable... but I've experienced so much.
Oh wellz... shoulda woulda coulda.