Sep 28, 2006 02:36
I miss spooning with someone who is special to me.
I miss giggling like an idiot as I get tickled and having wrestling matches.
I miss feeling better by just slipping my hand into a slightly bigger, rougher hand.
I miss intimacy. I miss those hugs that make me melt.
I miss kissing in the rain in the wintertime, and having someone hold me when it's cold out.
I miss having someone miss me after not having seen them for a day or two.
I miss kissing clavicles.
I joke about being a spinster, but I sincerely feel like I will never find someone that I will love and that will love me back just as much. I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life, but I don't want to settle or lower my standards.
I am really bummed right now, about a plethora of things.
I don't know why, but I just cannot get over it.
I didn't get the job at the monkey pub. They gave it to the bar managers friend instead. After they told me I pretty much got it. Fucking shit.