i woke up in a good mood today, thinking of posting something rambly and fun.

then i read zephkun's journal and learn that one of our longtime friends has tested positive for lupus.

we've all known each other since primary school, and i've loved her forever... it just seems so surreal - idk. i feel like crying but no tears are coming out.

i promise to be ( Read more... )

i realize that this is how i love. i writewritewrite for the people i srsly adore. and i realize that i would end up writing fic or poetry for (or about) everyone on my flist sooner or later. this one is for kuro, whom i love dearly, and whom i terriblyterribly miss.

scatter (a remix of ' to the sea')

and it's like a hammer to the heart
(this is how ( Read more... )

i will write a post-birthday post maybe tomorrow, but today i'll just post something for my jasmine. idk what's going on, bb love, but i'm sorry, and i wish i could take the hurt away.

a soliloquy:  to the sea (or, breaking my heart to heal your hurts)

and it's like a hammer to the heart
(this is how it breaks)
when the world takes

you

for granted.
(this ( Read more... )

EDIT:  Finally, a title! {27 August 2007}

Surely
maps are useful for plotting,
determining distances
between two (or more) points
across oceans
and beyond territorial lines.
But we have no need for maps,
you and i,
as no cartographer
can trace the meridians
                   of memory that originates
           from your soul
   to mine;
the latitudes
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Matterher skin made slow soft sighs ( Read more... )