hmmm
it is common knowledge that you never forget your first love. you move on for little spells and fall for other people but as soon as you end it with them you go right back to thinking about how amazing your time with your first love was. i am supposed to be moving soon, in january to be specific, but there is one thing stopping me. i have a salon up there, i have a flat, i have someone who cares about me so much that she would probably die for me if it would make me smile. the only thing that glasgow doesnt have is my heart. my heart has been in the same place for so long. what is wrong with me? i can't say the same old thing i used too because i have nothing against her, and i can't be mad at her just because she won't be with me, i am so greatful that she is my friend. i can't wait around forever for her, but should i really move across the country to start a new life?