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i keep getting panic attacks and they are getting worse. I know the cause of them i just can't stop it because i am a fool. thrice are amazing live, circa survive are better though. I have a driving lesson soon but i want to just say one thing. i miss being desirable and attractive. i don't feel that i have gotten uglier but for some reason i don't have any attention in that way anymore. last may i got voted the "second fittest boy on myspace" i beat john martinelli by 2000 votes. now noone even knows who i am. it's a stupid thing to get upset over but i miss being able to getover people by getting under someone else. i am just left here not getting over someone i should've a long time ago.