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[iamtylersretina]

I must be retarded for getting in so deep so fast. I really don't want to get played. I'm scared and I feel like I'm all alone and I don't know how to fix all this damage. It's going to be so hard for me to get a job now. If I still had my job I could take care of my boyfriend and we'd both be happy. I don't know how to say no to people and I'

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[iamtylersretina]

Well apparently everyone was dumbfounded when they found out that Anthony said what he did. Then two days later he apologized for "acting weird" and said he was a "weirdo". Then he put his arms around me and then later that night Boo Boo said to us, and I'm not sure why he thought we were together, but he said "When I heard it was over between you guys, I couldn't believe it because Addison this is you (pointing to me)". I didn't know what else to do, so I just smiled funny. Then that night he and I spent the night together. Now Terri and Coop have broken up and Anthony and Terri disappeared together. Apparently they got a hotel room!!! Kinda like us on New Years. That was the night he told me how he crazy about me he was and how he wanted to hold on to me and not to worry because Denby was wrong and that he liked long relationships. Things went well until I lost my job and he had been secretly thinking about going to Oklahoma to work. He broke my heart. He got me to trust him, and then he did me dirty. This isn't the Anthony that I know. What happened to my boyfriend? What happened to everything getting better in my life? Oh, and the last time I saw him he told me he found an apartment for me. WHat a laugh!! How can you have an apt. without a job? My life sucks. I need to go call Thomas and Nickie now. I haven't seen them in a while.