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I am supposed to be writing a fairy tale, but for some reason I feel like updating. I haven't updated for such a long time. School ends on thursday. Yah, that's right, THIS THURSDAY. I find that unbelievable. My last day of high school is this week. I will never be in high school ever again. wow...
I'm really glad that school is ending, but I'm really sad because I dont want to leave. Don't get me wrong, I can't wait to leave AHS, but I don't want to leave Albuquerque. Ever since I went up to California for the Admit Weekend thing, or whatever it was, I have been so depressed about leaving. I don't know how I am going to be able to do it. I know this sounds crazy, but I wish I had another year of high school before I had to leave. Or, better yet, I wish Hadley and I were moving into a house and going to UNM together. God, I wish that were happening. How will I ever be able to leave?
When I was extremely depressed last week, my parents said that they would understand whatever I decided to do. That if I REALLY wanted to go to UNM, they wouldn't be disappointed. But I know they would be. Ugg, I should stop thinking about this or I will go craaazy!
I am going to have such a long summer this summer if I do go away. School doesn't start until the end of September. I got a job at Scalo, but it kind of sucks. We'll see if anything better comes up. Hopefully I will get to go on some roadtrips with Win, Elana, and Hadley, and I think I will take a Spanish class at UNM.
I have to go because I'm going to "Wild Parrots of Telegraph Hill" at the guild. It looks pretty bizarre. I'm excited.
I'm really glad that school is ending, but I'm really sad because I dont want to leave. Don't get me wrong, I can't wait to leave AHS, but I don't want to leave Albuquerque. Ever since I went up to California for the Admit Weekend thing, or whatever it was, I have been so depressed about leaving. I don't know how I am going to be able to do it. I know this sounds crazy, but I wish I had another year of high school before I had to leave. Or, better yet, I wish Hadley and I were moving into a house and going to UNM together. God, I wish that were happening. How will I ever be able to leave?
When I was extremely depressed last week, my parents said that they would understand whatever I decided to do. That if I REALLY wanted to go to UNM, they wouldn't be disappointed. But I know they would be. Ugg, I should stop thinking about this or I will go craaazy!
I am going to have such a long summer this summer if I do go away. School doesn't start until the end of September. I got a job at Scalo, but it kind of sucks. We'll see if anything better comes up. Hopefully I will get to go on some roadtrips with Win, Elana, and Hadley, and I think I will take a Spanish class at UNM.
I have to go because I'm going to "Wild Parrots of Telegraph Hill" at the guild. It looks pretty bizarre. I'm excited.