Feb 28, 2005 02:28
Even before I figured out I was bi, I knew the idea of getting something in my ass turned me on. Rimming or fucking, I like things done to my ass, but I haven't found much in the way of people willing to do anything to it. So my experience has been abysmally minimal.
Out of boredom in the shower just now I tried using a couple fingers, lubing them with conditioner and working them inside. Even that was too much, so I stuck with one, the middle one (how fitting). I leaned against the shower wall, slowly working it in and out of my ass, and though at first it just felt uncomfortable after a few minutes my cock was almost painfully hard and my ass was tingling. It felt so...not good, not just good. Powerful. I was shuddering, moaning quietly.
I couldn't get the angle right to fuck myself, though--my finger couldn't go in very far, and the angle was making my wrist uncomfortable.
I eyed my toothbrush. It's on its last legs, I was planning on throwing it out after tonight, so I was ready to lube that thing up and give it a shot when someone else entered the bathroom.
I'm in a dormitory. It sucks. And much as the fantasy of getting fucked in the shower or sucking some dick with water pouring over my head may have turned me on, the idea of getting spotted through the stall curtain with anything in my ass was enough to make me finish cleaning up without further incident. -_-
My cock was straining against my towel the whole walk back to my dorm room, though. Maybe I should buy a beginner's dildo or something...