Jan 15, 2006 22:46
so this is how it is:
im going to do what ever i want, when ever i want and i dont care what any one thinks of it.
yes, its true. but, have i ever slid in line with the other angsty whores called teenagers before?
not lately, so here is the catch of it all.
i will consider the people who i love when i make choices. im not going to do dumb things i know i shouldnt because i know how it will make someone else feel. i hate making people feel bad when i truely care about them. i dont want to bring mental or emotional disease to any one i love, because i am a strong disliker, my new word, of mental and emotional disease. i know i will mess this up somewhere, though. i hope its nothing to big and that it will be a long time away if it is to ever come.
also, i got things i need to talk about with some one, but i dont know who to choose. i have a list, and maybe i should just choose them all at one time or another.