I'm wondering to myself if I have failed. "Failed instructor, Lacks leadership Qualities." Now Rylie looks at me as a failure, and so does everyone else that used to look up at me
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Yeah, glad I got my computer. Things are so much easier when you have your own and don't have to use the school's.
Now, onto the main subject. I don't think you're a failure. Rylie doesn't, either. Be easy on her, be patient. She means well, but sometimes it just never comes out right. She has somewhat of an affinity with not really trusting in the spirit of others. Really, I can only think of ONE person she trusts with everything, that person being yours truly. Know how long it took her to get used to Rinoa? She used to bash her all the time, and now they talk all the time. Rinoa's patient; guess that helped. Look and how she was back when she and I started out. But, anyway... Rylie does support us all. She may not show it well, but it's there. Remember how you two were when we were kids? Everytime she came over from her house, you'd go off and do something else. You wanted to take care of me as the bigger sister figure, but she seemed to ease my loneliness. Well, we're adults now, and things have changed. She and I may be together, but don't think her world focuses completely on me. I know it doesn't. She's got room in her heart or whatever for all her friends. Just give her time. Seriously. I can't have one girl I love with all my heart and the other girl who's been my supportive sister-figure, fighting all the time, because they don't seem to understand each other. And don't take her sarcasm to heart. She does it to me, too.
Anyway, do what you want to, though. You're almost 19; time to make your own decisions. I think I've thought too much. Look at all I typed. ... Ok. Whatever. Later, Quistis.
Now, onto the main subject. I don't think you're a failure. Rylie doesn't, either. Be easy on her, be patient. She means well, but sometimes it just never comes out right. She has somewhat of an affinity with not really trusting in the spirit of others. Really, I can only think of ONE person she trusts with everything, that person being yours truly. Know how long it took her to get used to Rinoa? She used to bash her all the time, and now they talk all the time. Rinoa's patient; guess that helped. Look and how she was back when she and I started out. But, anyway... Rylie does support us all. She may not show it well, but it's there. Remember how you two were when we were kids? Everytime she came over from her house, you'd go off and do something else. You wanted to take care of me as the bigger sister figure, but she seemed to ease my loneliness. Well, we're adults now, and things have changed. She and I may be together, but don't think her world focuses completely on me. I know it doesn't. She's got room in her heart or whatever for all her friends. Just give her time. Seriously. I can't have one girl I love with all my heart and the other girl who's been my supportive sister-figure, fighting all the time, because they don't seem to understand each other. And don't take her sarcasm to heart. She does it to me, too.
Anyway, do what you want to, though. You're almost 19; time to make your own decisions. I think I've thought too much. Look at all I typed. ... Ok. Whatever. Later, Quistis.
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