Oct 15, 2003 10:01
I'm wondering to myself if I have failed. "Failed instructor, Lacks leadership Qualities." Now Rylie looks at me as a failure, and so does everyone else that used to look up at me.
But WHY? I know that no one at Balamb needed my help, and that The Matron DID need me! The orphans need me. That's all that matters to me now. That's all I can worry about now.
It hurts. It makes me look like I've failed. I Feel that way too, because no one's backed me up like they used to, I'm not playing the "Big Sister" role anymore, because I feel like they no longer need me to. I'm not an instructor, so what good am I to the school?
Oh, Squall, I'm glad you found out about this internet thing. It's fun, isn't it? Enjoy.
I guess I'm done for now,
~Quistis