Apr 02, 2005 12:49
yay its saturday!!! well i had a pretty bad week i mean like totaly binge on whatever i want week lol it was terrible i felt sick all day ! I am totally better now though :) my fast is going good i am on 16hrs lol hahah oh well. This sounds crazy and i think its not that good of a thing but, because i have diabetes, i have needles and when i was really upset at myself for eating , :( i scratched the word fat on my arm! the funny thing is it wasnt the pain but the sight of the scratch now that i see that took away my appetite. now every time i see it , i stop thinking of food and i think of how ashamed i am of myself. On another note i found the cutest bikini in my teen people magazine. I cute the picture out and am keeping it on my wall as 'thinspiration' IT REALLY WORKS I decided if i can do good on loosing weight i will buy it ! yes that works :) have a coooooooooooooool day everyone