Im not dead, just MIA
Well, I am sad that Ive been MIA from here....cause Ive been missing out on keeping up with everyone. Ive been dealing with some shit that happend, some bad fucked up shit. My way of dealing with what happend was disapearing for a while. I went away for 2 weeks to Baltimore, Maryland to stay with my wonderful boyfriend for a while and spent thanksgiving with his family in Virginia, to get my mind off of what happend and to get right back into enjoying life again.
I was raped a few weeks ago after a party. I got entirely too drunk, I couldnt lift my head without throwing up, let alone have any motor skills. Tawny, who is supposed to be one of my bestest friends has let me down. Her boyfriend's (Joe) best friend (Bryan) raped me, and instead of creating friction between her and Joe, she hasnt been there for me and is acting like this is somthing she dosent want to get involved with....Bryan is denieing it all of course and Joe is saying Bryan wouldnt lie to him. Detectives and everything are involved. Theres only ONE crime lab that serves ALL of Orange County, so of course its majorly backed up and the detectives told me they wont get to testing the evidence for weeks to months. Wont it all be fuckin disinergrated by then? Its bullshit. So basicly my rapist is walking around all fine and dandy.
Im not letting what happend rule or ruin my life. Im dealing with it how I need to. My boyfriend is amazing and wonderful and has been there for me. So have my true friends. I had an amazing time in Baltimore, and I go back there from December 28th to January 7th which Im looking forward to.
My gastric banding surgery finally got approved by the insurance, so I go in for the surgery on January 12th which Im excited about.
Rob (my boyfriend), and I think we might of found a place for us and his 2 room mates to move into down in Orange County next year, *fingers crossed*
Im very excited for the future. Even the near future, I love Christmas.
I miss you guys so very very much, please leave me a message here even just to say "KABAHHH!!!" or somthing. Also, if you guys want an xmas card, send me your addresses cause Id love to send them to you guys.
Heres a picture of me and Rob from 2 weeks ago that I love....
I was raped a few weeks ago after a party. I got entirely too drunk, I couldnt lift my head without throwing up, let alone have any motor skills. Tawny, who is supposed to be one of my bestest friends has let me down. Her boyfriend's (Joe) best friend (Bryan) raped me, and instead of creating friction between her and Joe, she hasnt been there for me and is acting like this is somthing she dosent want to get involved with....Bryan is denieing it all of course and Joe is saying Bryan wouldnt lie to him. Detectives and everything are involved. Theres only ONE crime lab that serves ALL of Orange County, so of course its majorly backed up and the detectives told me they wont get to testing the evidence for weeks to months. Wont it all be fuckin disinergrated by then? Its bullshit. So basicly my rapist is walking around all fine and dandy.
Im not letting what happend rule or ruin my life. Im dealing with it how I need to. My boyfriend is amazing and wonderful and has been there for me. So have my true friends. I had an amazing time in Baltimore, and I go back there from December 28th to January 7th which Im looking forward to.
My gastric banding surgery finally got approved by the insurance, so I go in for the surgery on January 12th which Im excited about.
Rob (my boyfriend), and I think we might of found a place for us and his 2 room mates to move into down in Orange County next year, *fingers crossed*
Im very excited for the future. Even the near future, I love Christmas.
I miss you guys so very very much, please leave me a message here even just to say "KABAHHH!!!" or somthing. Also, if you guys want an xmas card, send me your addresses cause Id love to send them to you guys.
Heres a picture of me and Rob from 2 weeks ago that I love....