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[iamnoodlearms]

there was a day when i just (for lack of a better word) lost all of my feelings for you.

im waiting for this day to come now...for the person who benefited from these lost feelings i had for you.

basically..its time for my rebound to be just that. why did i have to go and do this. i knew better.

it was easier to lose feelings the first time
he moved on
he loved again
he didnt lead me on

now

its all gone to shit
cause now
i am in charge of this decision
and i dont even know how much i want it. i want to feel good again, i dont want to hurt anyone, but all im hurting is myself by "dealing" ith it.

my life has become consumed with the idea that you might change one day, thats why i keep you around.

i woke up last night.

-tricia