you do it to yourself, you do, and that's why it really hurts.

[iamnoodlearms]

i never asked you to decipher what they all meant, because i was afraid to hear the answers...

i feel bad for all of them...all the girls, except myself, i dont feel bad for myself, not anymore, because im more aware now...i now know the appropriate information to make an educated decision, but i continued the path traveled...so i can't feel bad for myself anymore. i guess i should feel priveleged, but knowing the truth just makes it *that* much harder to not be a fool.

i did this to myself.
and all the while you can say, "you let me do this to you."

the real fool is me, for sticking around...............................
i did this to myself
i did this to myself
i did this to myself
i did this to myself
i did this to myslef
i did this to myself.
i did this to myself
i did this to MYSELF.

with that said..im not allowed to whine abotu boys anymore.

what a relief right?

-tricia