fuck everything
well thanks to my mates who have tryed to chear me up, why is it that when you and someone break up people say "i always thought you could do better" , "your too good for him/her anyway" and "you'll find someone better"
ok some points to remember i cant do better than anything, im lucky if someone goes out with me in the first place! and surprising enough someone who doesnt like me much at all said that.
im not too good for anyone everyones too good for me!
and i dont want to find someone better i want tom back!!
ok now with that talk over i want my tommy back i miss him so much, i didnt do anything iam not the type of person who goes around sleeping with anyone and i dont cheat on people i love!
i havent slept properly since saterday, i feel sick all the time (if i eat or if i dont) dont feel like eating iv always comfort ate and im fed up of it if i feel sick anyway theres no point in eating!
i miss tom so much i never thought i would fall in love with someone this much but i have and i can officially say i have had my heart broken i want him back i dont want him to get with anyone else i dont think i can take that!
i cant do anything without thinking of tom its so unfair i havent done anything i wouldnt cheat on him i hate whoever has fucked this up for me i really do hate them, i would of been with him 7 weeks 1 day today and everyone who knows me should know that if it ends up that long they prob mean something to me (or everything to me) i want him back!!
anyway im going to work yipee or not wasnt fun anyway but the thought of seeing tom after made it so much better:( i cant cope i feel numb this isnt fair at all:(:(
love you allxxxx
ok some points to remember i cant do better than anything, im lucky if someone goes out with me in the first place! and surprising enough someone who doesnt like me much at all said that.
im not too good for anyone everyones too good for me!
and i dont want to find someone better i want tom back!!
ok now with that talk over i want my tommy back i miss him so much, i didnt do anything iam not the type of person who goes around sleeping with anyone and i dont cheat on people i love!
i havent slept properly since saterday, i feel sick all the time (if i eat or if i dont) dont feel like eating iv always comfort ate and im fed up of it if i feel sick anyway theres no point in eating!
i miss tom so much i never thought i would fall in love with someone this much but i have and i can officially say i have had my heart broken i want him back i dont want him to get with anyone else i dont think i can take that!
i cant do anything without thinking of tom its so unfair i havent done anything i wouldnt cheat on him i hate whoever has fucked this up for me i really do hate them, i would of been with him 7 weeks 1 day today and everyone who knows me should know that if it ends up that long they prob mean something to me (or everything to me) i want him back!!
anyway im going to work yipee or not wasnt fun anyway but the thought of seeing tom after made it so much better:( i cant cope i feel numb this isnt fair at all:(:(
love you allxxxx