Oct 15, 2005 20:13
well life is completly shit,
someone has been saying ive cheated on tom which i havent and people who know me will know i love him to much to ever hurt him or to ever loose him,
all iv done is cry since he finished with me i cant bring myself to except that its happened, i dont wanna believe it he meant (still does) means everything to me!
why the fuck do people have to get involved and fuck up my life i havent done anything at all, but he dont believe me he says he belives this other person more than me!
iv gone back into my depression so quick i dont see the point in living no more, what have i got to live for? fuck all is the answer!
i dont see who hates me that much that they wanna fuck up my life for me!
he is the one person i saw myself being with for a long time and thanks to someone who im not allowed to know who they have fucked up everything
i just wanna go, go away, get away do something if i go it wont matter to me or anyone i just wont be here makes everyones life complete and better really dont it, if i get away i will still have him in my mind i cant help not thinking about him, i never wanted it to end,
i guess theres only one choice then eathier be in pain or end it
so hey if you see me around i failed.......