Oct 13, 2005 23:15
Since deciding to be nice to Ray and talk to him again I've become aware (again) of how LAME he is. For example on an AIM conversation a while back he parted with a "Talk to you later, STUD" (gag).
Just now, after I disapointed him by being online and NOT looking at porn, he left with a "haha i still luv u, hott stuff" (puke).
The more I talk to him the more he makes me want to yak.
I think this school has started to make me feel older, not in a bad way (I know right like there's a good way) and Ray is just a kid. A kid who, if he does come out to visit I may throw up all over him when he says anything at all to me.
Wouldn't be the first time right?
In other news I think I am in fact developing a hunchback, and some major callouses on my hands and fingers. Delicious. I liked having soft girl hands.
I asked a teacher about taking four or five studios next semester so I can be sure I have a secure academic foothold in the fashion design program and he told me not to spread myself too thin. My problem isn't that I spread myself too thin, I don't spread at all. I am a giant glob of goat cheese an a giant cracker that is about 65 percent bare.
But that 35 percent of the cracker has got some damn good goat cheese on it.