REDRUM
yeah.. so i made both slots for regional team. it's exciting but makes a lot of pressure.
that and the documentry is all i'm worried about.
so so far, activities aren't too much to worry about.
but other things are. and i know i shouldn't but i can't help it. It's just a feeling that i can't make anyone think differently or understand what i try to say. people will do what they want and think anythign thing they want. in the middle there's suppose to be a friend. and it's so frustraiting to watch everything happen to someone.. thats not in a movie or on a screen. someone you personally know. not from a book or a documentry. Life sucks, and seeing it suck for other people is horrible. but watching someone make their life worse.. makes me feel like i should have done something to stop it.
and i didn't.