Is it OK to Just Break Down and Cry?
There are times I wonder if there is any reason to life, or if it is all just a cosmic joke perpetrated by some insane author. I think I am real, and not just a character in an adult-oriented karmic-book. But, then again, that IS what I would expect under the circumstances anyway
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I could use the old trite line, "very spiritual but not terribly religious" and be reasonably accurate. The family is traditionally Jewish, but synagogues seem to disappear as I get close to them these days. Perhaps it is the button I wear at times, which says "Jewitch".
Perhaps what I most believe in is the power of the mind and spirit. In the last 18 months I have had several "near death" experiences - and for some mostly unknown reason I turned around and walked AWAY from "the light." I know not why, just that it was - for me, by choice - not the right time or place for it.
I just resent having my children, family and friends punished for MY decision not to leave them. I don't wish to be punished, either - but maybe it's their hurt and pain that is intended to be my tribulation for making what appeared to be the better choice. I really don't know.
Whatever the path you choose to take, peace and blessing to you, friend. *hugs*
Thank you. And I will look into the book you have listed. There is no way it could hurt (famous last words).
Bright Blessings, Shalom, and Peace, Live Long and Prosper.
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