do you talk like an LSD junkie?

Feb 16, 2006 19:41

Inside the museum's
infinity goes up on trial
voices echo
this is what salvation like after a while

i hate school. i hate college. one more word about college, sat's, course registration, college visits, soccer, or college meetins will result in immediate removal of ones jugular from its usual location. i have been thinking though...why even try. i mean why even try for something you want, when you can do nothing and get what you need. i mean why try to get into schools i want to get into like NYU or UBC or whatnot. i could get into elon or something like that, get an education, and then serve society in the same way i would if i went to some other school. why, you ask, would i do that. no reason. no reason at all. just to do something that no one expected, to not be rational. You might say...well why are you fucking yourself like that. i will say...we're all fucked - your just witnessing the rise and fall of the american dream.

i thought about becoming a trucker. i mean, i get to see the country...maybe write a book about it. that would be cool. maybe i could be homeless - thats always been something i've wanted to do. maybe i could be like huxley...but instead of writing my thoughts about my insights on a mescaline trip... i'd just write my thoughts after watching someone on a mescaline trip.

i guess the point of this entry is to show how much i hate college and high school right now and how sick i am of college search and how i would rather be homeless
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