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in hind-sight, last night was weirder now than i initially realized. i've thought randomly today about three times 'my life is going in a new direction.' that feels so melodramatic for some reason. i suppose that if anything is deserving of these new feelings it is last night.
i dunno. i like Fransisco. he even likes me.
i watched him have sex with three people.
being the kind of person who conditions love and feelings for people out of himself, last night was a good step in the right direction.
i remember now that you can't like people.
gar~ i dunno where this is going or what i am doing. i am just a little sad and super busy..
more later. i have to go raise the awkward level back to ORANGE... cause YELLOW is too easy to live with
i dunno. i like Fransisco. he even likes me.
i watched him have sex with three people.
being the kind of person who conditions love and feelings for people out of himself, last night was a good step in the right direction.
i remember now that you can't like people.
gar~ i dunno where this is going or what i am doing. i am just a little sad and super busy..
more later. i have to go raise the awkward level back to ORANGE... cause YELLOW is too easy to live with