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Well, I am at Annemarie's and rather bored cause I'm home alone. Wishing I could throw a party but can't. boo. I just got back from Amber's and I had a good time. I was looking forward to going home and seeing Tommy and Whitney and Amanda and Ben but my sisters decided I had to stay at their house till Tuesday before I could go home, so here I am. It's almost my birthday. Finally, I'll be 16. I'm going camping with some friends (if you're interested just let me know), so I'm guessing that'll be fun. I'd like Joe to go for some birthday ass haha, but that's probably not going to happen. Perhaps a lapdance from Tom, however. Well, my week was intersting to say the least. A whole bunch of firsts that I won't mention here ;). I miss Amy so there's some sadness.
My whole family was talking to me about college at my family party today and it made me depressed. Half my friends are going away after this year, some of them already did, and I am very far from being ready to let go. I guess just live it up now and not really ever say goodbye. Oh yeah, I crashed the side of my mom's car into a rock sometime last week, so that was bad. I owe her some money and need to get a job, but I guess it could be a lot worse. At least she knows I am a good driver and still let's me use the car. I'm really sick of not having a real boyfriend. I haven't had one in almost a whole year and it's getting old. Sure, I have hooked up with a decent amount of guys but after a while it's just like, alright, enough stupid horny shit. I guess that's really all I have though, Guys just don't want to get serious with me. Whatev, I can deal. So yeah, I'm going to go make some phone calls. I'll update sometime after my birthday.
much love
My whole family was talking to me about college at my family party today and it made me depressed. Half my friends are going away after this year, some of them already did, and I am very far from being ready to let go. I guess just live it up now and not really ever say goodbye. Oh yeah, I crashed the side of my mom's car into a rock sometime last week, so that was bad. I owe her some money and need to get a job, but I guess it could be a lot worse. At least she knows I am a good driver and still let's me use the car. I'm really sick of not having a real boyfriend. I haven't had one in almost a whole year and it's getting old. Sure, I have hooked up with a decent amount of guys but after a while it's just like, alright, enough stupid horny shit. I guess that's really all I have though, Guys just don't want to get serious with me. Whatev, I can deal. So yeah, I'm going to go make some phone calls. I'll update sometime after my birthday.
much love