No, kid, you aren't alone.
Morning.
With all the crap that has been going, I have to admit I have been very... concerned about the outcome of life, specifically mine. All the divination tools I've used as of late (lets not forget that I passed up a meeting with Phorsphone herself, but the meditation process just might have laid me out) have come up ... will, unknown.
Got two points of "Relax man, it will work out" from the Heavens this morning. First, the Alarm clock was turned off but I got a mental/spiritual kick to the head and woke up 7 minutes prior to 7 am (numberologists, put that in your pipe and smoke it), and 7 is the magickal time I would need to get up.
The 2nd was having Silent Lucidity by Queensryche being the first song on my music que when I turned it on this morning. Nearly collasped at that one. But I didn't, because that would be dramatic. :)
I will be honest - I'm scared shitless, but at least I know I am not alone in this journey, even though the path is pitch dark and I can only see 5 feet ahead of me right now. Thankfully, my family is here to support me as well, but there are some places I will have to go alone (someone close to me is doing the same and I hope with all my soul that we meet up on the other side of this mess; although we're still together, socially speaking) and it helps that I know the Universe, the Divine, however you want to put it, is backing my ass. I need to know that, to feel that.
Thank you.
D
With all the crap that has been going, I have to admit I have been very... concerned about the outcome of life, specifically mine. All the divination tools I've used as of late (lets not forget that I passed up a meeting with Phorsphone herself, but the meditation process just might have laid me out) have come up ... will, unknown.
Got two points of "Relax man, it will work out" from the Heavens this morning. First, the Alarm clock was turned off but I got a mental/spiritual kick to the head and woke up 7 minutes prior to 7 am (numberologists, put that in your pipe and smoke it), and 7 is the magickal time I would need to get up.
The 2nd was having Silent Lucidity by Queensryche being the first song on my music que when I turned it on this morning. Nearly collasped at that one. But I didn't, because that would be dramatic. :)
I will be honest - I'm scared shitless, but at least I know I am not alone in this journey, even though the path is pitch dark and I can only see 5 feet ahead of me right now. Thankfully, my family is here to support me as well, but there are some places I will have to go alone (someone close to me is doing the same and I hope with all my soul that we meet up on the other side of this mess; although we're still together, socially speaking) and it helps that I know the Universe, the Divine, however you want to put it, is backing my ass. I need to know that, to feel that.
Thank you.
D