Oct 03, 2007 10:12
Hey,
Trying a couple of new ideas these days, being less intense/dramatic, resting more and whatnot. Hoping for the best. If I can get any help, please feel free to throw it my way, energy, thoughts, whatever works.
Today's Instant Proverb - "If the Shoe Fits, Stop hitting yourself over the head with it." Good Coffee this morning!
Kept having to start and stop my music player at work this morning and the same song (although it's completely at random so it should in theory start somewhere new every time) kept coming up so I turned my speakers up to catch the lyrics...
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Reincarnation Song by Toad the Wet Sprocket.
I thought I'd be all right today
I thought I'd be alive today
Give me your eyes, I'll show you things
You never dreamed you thought you'd see
I find myself in a light I'd seen
In sleep sometimes or mescaline
And like the sun you can't stare into
For very long without it blinding you
I thought this light would comfort me
I thought it would be easy
But there's a tugging at my sleeve
And too much baggage I brought with me to leave
Something so big I can't understand
From trying to I would go mad
So I hurry back to little earth
For another life another birth
Another life another birth
Mother?
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Again... I'm going to work on being less intense/dramatic. It will be a considerable feat but I will accomplish it. It will take time, I am acknowledging that up front. I don't need to be born again, I just need to not be so hard on myself. Things will work out; I am certain of that. I've got some badass meditation music, a dark room and comfortable incense; I'm going to enlighten the hell out of myself. Maybe just the heck. :)
Have a good day folks,
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