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pow pow pow. i'm now unofficially dead. my heart is freezerburned. i have nothig left. my friends are keeping up my bare threads i'm hangin' on. like a mareinette zombie i walk through life. what a waste of time. boo hoo poor me. well fuck of i deserve a few complaints. the complaint department in my head can't keep up with them any longer. i was. key word was going to have a new appartment this weekend. you know what happens... iget conned, manipulated and screwed out of $1,650.00. what a pile of buuuullll sheat. i now live on various couches in the neighborhood. it's to long of a story to even vent. right now i have selfish thoughts of jerking the wheel while driving. i'm not insecure but i'm not at the happiest point of my life either. no home, broken heart & over worked. don't get me wrong i love my boss and my job. i'm just tired of helping overly large wemon in and out of their liengire. not to mention i'm on my last cup fitting. i don't want to measure anymore breasts. excuse me sir what size am i? i imagin yelling pancake gridle size. i guess your life has to crumble completly down before it is able to be rebuilt again. FUCK THIS WORLD WE LIVE IN.