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Jul 10, 2007 12:30


Hi guys.

So sorry about the lack of updates...I am so slack. Forgive me? :)

Well, what has been going on with me...not a whole lot! Heh. My life is pretty boring, which I am quite content with...I work, I go to uni, I hang out with David & close friends. There has been a few ups & downs, mainly with 'friends'...I've cut a few people out of my life, and I feel better for it. I've really discovered who my friends are over the past few months, which has been good...and bad, in some sense, because it's never really nice to realise that someone you thought had been a friend to you over the past year or so, hadn't really been one afterall. But you know, people change and move on...and I'll be better off for it. :)

I have done alot of reflecting lately, maybe because I haven't had much to do...since I'm on holidays from uni, and I do the shift 4's (7:30pm-12:30am) at work, which aren't exactly busy...so I have alot of time to myself. Anyway, I've been reflecting on the changes in my life and where I am heading. Since I've been with David, I think I have changed as a person. I am a whole lot more comfortable in my own skin. I'm settled, and content with where I am and most importantly, WHO I am. I still have days where I'm down and out, and I feel a bit crappy and whatever...but hello! I am a female. :P Hehehehe. Anyway, I think I'm growing up. Gone are the days where I feel the need to surround myself with 10 or so friends, to go out...drink, party, whatever. I am quite comfortable, to have quiet nights in...with David, and/or friends...friends that are in similar...umm, situations I guess. Or moreso, friends that understand the space I'm in at the moment...and they too aren't interested in going out, partying, hanging out with everyone or my friends that still do this kind of stuff, but are respectful to the fact that I am over it. I've come to realise lately, that not a lot of respect is shown from people that are in different situations...either because they don't understand or they choose NOT TO understand, because they're too pig-headed and so stuck in what's going on in their mundane little lives, to realise that people do grow up and change, and go in different directions as they get older.

Woah, I went on a bit of a tangent. Heh. Sorry about that. :) Anyway, in other news...my friends Clinton & Phee had their baby on the 4th of July...a beautiful little boy, who I am sure is going to bring much joy and happiness, not only to his parents...but to all of us as well. I am so excited for them...and so excited that he's finally arrived! I totally love babies. Hahahaha. But luckily I am smart enough to realise that getting pregnant now would be a big fat mistake. Only because I would like to get uni behind me, and NOT be living with my family. Heh. Oh, and actually living with David would be a bonus too. Hahaha. Speaking of David, things with him and I are GREAT. We've been together for 8 months now, and nothing has changed...well, it has...it's only just gotten better and better. I still feel the same, or more, about him than I did in the first few months...the excitement's still there, everything's still there...which is totally amazing, I've never had that before. It's a really great relationship, and I am totally excited about our future together. :D

Anyway, that's all from me for now.

Much love & happiness.
xox.

OH! I am so going to the 'Across The Great Divide' tour...aka. POWDERFINGER AND SILVERCHAIR! :D

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