Music & other stuff

[iam_meno_tyou]

I liked Avenged Sevenfold. I think I found out about it on Wikipedia rather than from a person. It reminds me of Blind Guardian. I like Blind Guardian more though. I think I will get the rest of their stuff before exploring avenged Sevenfold more. I don't like the screaming bits which seem to make up the bulk of metal.

I like Death Cab for Cutie. Not insanely so but I like them. They are nice. They sound "Indy" to me. I may be way off, I'm rather ignorant. They sound like how I think Indy sounds though. If they were playing I wouldn't ask for the channel to be changed.

I did not like the Cure. That was a bit odd. There was an AMV which I really liked the song from. I begin to think it was a cover rather than The Cure themselves. IT sounded more smooth and Techno-like than the songs I am currently hearing by them.

I got the CDs at Fry's. I went with my dad and also got my fathersday present for him.

I've started going to the pool daily again.

I couldn't find any gordon lightfoot and I've forgotten the name of the charmed themesong. There was a charmed CD there which had some good artists on it , bu tI don't think it had the themesong.

Also didn't find the 2 bands Drea recommended.

I heard Ellen Kushner's voice yesterday. I knew she did a show on NPR and I've actually heard her before, this was the first time since I read her books and was sorta on the lookout for hearing her. I guess that before she didn't matter to me, bu tnow it is cool.

This week has gone by too fast.

I haven't been to the Coffee shop lately.

I've been looking at my D&D books again. I've made a few character Ideas. Ranger/Elemental warrior(Air(taking to the sky and raining arrows down). I really like the idea of an awakened wolf or worg barbarian. I could wear a mage hand around my neck. It would be fun.

I'm not really into Icewind Dale anymore but I really want to see how it plays out with an Evil party. As my first party eventually I went against priests of Bane and fought an Avatar of Bane's Son. In this party I am a priest of Bane. I really want to see how it is different. But other than wanting to see how it is different I really don't want to play it anymore.

I've read some stuff but not a lot. I want to read Brothers Karamozov. I read more of Vanyel, I read Tarnsman of Gor. It reminded me of Edgar Rice Burghous(I spelled that wrong) only slightly better. It came from the same time period.

I have many things I've wanted for years now. After reading them or listening to them they became less important. I don't think I'm quite conveying it. They were loved memories that I desired, but upon having them they just became one more thing. I'm not conveying it right it's sounding to dramatic. I guess I've wanted to reread them for so long now that I have reread them I don't want to reread them any more.

There are two types of love. I may be selling myself short, but I think I am only capable of the first type, which really isn't true love. I could give someone everything I have and die for them if they were grateful and didn't have anyone more important to them than me. All they'd need to do is not mind my doing whatever it is I need to/can do for them and for them to have no one closer than me. It wouldn't matter if I got a smile when no one else did and that was all. I could do that, I would want to do that. But I don't think I could love someone/spend my life in service to someone who didn't want me to or someone who cared for someone else more. I'm no Ice Dragon, I wouldn't die so she could be happy with someone else. But true love should be regardless of how you are treated, you should love someone regardless to how the object of your affections feels about you. I'm probably making this sound messed up. Blah.

I don't know what level my Baradin is.