poetry time... about heather
Talked to my ex and it totally made me realize how much I still totally feel for her... damn... No wonder that shit happened so fast with Teresa... I guess I just wanted the comfort so bad... I don't know... But this is for friends only and not for them to share with their friends (you know who you are ;-)
some poetry inspired by my ex Heather (for friends ONLY)
‘Wishin On Stars...’ By Benny Hartin- for Heather Mclennan 7-12-04 4:32am
I cry tears that won’t dry
Every time I think of looking into your eyes
You were my everything,
I want it all back even slow
Wish for you sake I could just let it go
But there is this burning for you in my soul
That consumes my conscious minds control
It is a burden to you and your life I know
So just let me let you go
Just let me let you go
I write this with tears streaming down my face
Wishin we were back in that “place”
In our lives that was so right,
Sure would be easier if I could stop the dreams at night
Of the love we had and what we shared
I promise I could love and even care
For you more than the way I had
I’m sorry our love turned so bad
I love you now and always will
But in my heart there is a spot that you filled
And now that your gone it aches
Wishin we were back in that place...
Hope is all I have
To help me, wantin what we had
I know that it turned for the worse
But there was so much more that we didn’t curse
Your movin on and have been for some time
But I have to wonder if your heart still has that “love” for mine
The way you breathed in your sleep and woke to look in my eyes
God had to have taken special time
To create that beautiful smile that was so gently placed on your face
Wish I could just let go and forget the way your lips taste
I wish I could find the words
That would bring you back in my arms
Wantin your love back so bad
That I am wishin on stars
To bring you back and to fall in love once again
Wish I understood how to help the pain mend...
“PS” I love you...
some poetry inspired by my ex Heather (for friends ONLY)
‘Wishin On Stars...’ By Benny Hartin- for Heather Mclennan 7-12-04 4:32am
I cry tears that won’t dry
Every time I think of looking into your eyes
You were my everything,
I want it all back even slow
Wish for you sake I could just let it go
But there is this burning for you in my soul
That consumes my conscious minds control
It is a burden to you and your life I know
So just let me let you go
Just let me let you go
I write this with tears streaming down my face
Wishin we were back in that “place”
In our lives that was so right,
Sure would be easier if I could stop the dreams at night
Of the love we had and what we shared
I promise I could love and even care
For you more than the way I had
I’m sorry our love turned so bad
I love you now and always will
But in my heart there is a spot that you filled
And now that your gone it aches
Wishin we were back in that place...
Hope is all I have
To help me, wantin what we had
I know that it turned for the worse
But there was so much more that we didn’t curse
Your movin on and have been for some time
But I have to wonder if your heart still has that “love” for mine
The way you breathed in your sleep and woke to look in my eyes
God had to have taken special time
To create that beautiful smile that was so gently placed on your face
Wish I could just let go and forget the way your lips taste
I wish I could find the words
That would bring you back in my arms
Wantin your love back so bad
That I am wishin on stars
To bring you back and to fall in love once again
Wish I understood how to help the pain mend...
“PS” I love you...