friends? whats that?
so i lost some friends... that was odd... over petty bullshit i should have been able to wipe off my sleeve, i just couldn't though, what can i say, her vindictive nature affected me... made me feel like she looked at me as less than human... another day in the life i guess... except that i don't remember when i lost a friend or friends over someone else degrading me like that... makes you wonder, if they cant be understanding in your life then do they really want your friendship in the first place or do you really want theirs? i don't know, all i am stuck with is some good memories and a knife in the back... "But who hasn't seen that senario played out, right?"
oh well, came home last night to a good friend... i'm pretty sure he's a decent friend now, I used to call him "stove top" in the back of my mind, because he always seemed to find something "better" to do... and every once in a while when nothing "better" was going on he'd visit... those days are over though i think... He's becoming the the brother i once knew again... hope i can ful fill my obligations as a friend to him... God knows i don't need to focus on ppl that would drop me so quick because someone they know is a bitch...
life goes on...
oh well, came home last night to a good friend... i'm pretty sure he's a decent friend now, I used to call him "stove top" in the back of my mind, because he always seemed to find something "better" to do... and every once in a while when nothing "better" was going on he'd visit... those days are over though i think... He's becoming the the brother i once knew again... hope i can ful fill my obligations as a friend to him... God knows i don't need to focus on ppl that would drop me so quick because someone they know is a bitch...
life goes on...