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[iabhorwhores]

some poems i wrote a long time ago but never really read or put up or anything, mostly because they were from a LOOOOOONG ass time ago. like last year, back when i could write

(ha, ha)

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i took a shower
figuring you'd call,
if i was occupied

(i was wrong)

i saw your long, thin fingers curl up with hers,
flakes of my skin still under your nails
getting lost as you traced
the contours of her hips

i didn't cry

i don't have much use left
in my mascara

my faults

my faults are as big
as the one in san andres

i smoke too many cigarettes
i drink till i puke
i use people
i lie for attention
i cut my toenails in bed

but as of yet

i have never left a lover
cold

BAM motherfuckers i'm feeling a bit better.