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i think perhaps my body is trying to tell me something but i can't. figure. out. what. it. is.
the feeling isn't sick, or tired, or whatever i've been telling you, it's just mad overwhelmed. it's realizing all those things i'm thinking and shit is real real real real and soon i'm going to have a real big person life with consequences and all for realisies and i'm going to have to live like that. erk.
i really, really, really really really really don't want to leave and you all have to promise if i'm out there and all alone and sad and confused that you can't forget about me and you have to remember i'll never give up and i've never known what's best for me. and if i need help sometimes i won't ask.
i love you all
i'm sorry.
the feeling isn't sick, or tired, or whatever i've been telling you, it's just mad overwhelmed. it's realizing all those things i'm thinking and shit is real real real real and soon i'm going to have a real big person life with consequences and all for realisies and i'm going to have to live like that. erk.
i really, really, really really really really don't want to leave and you all have to promise if i'm out there and all alone and sad and confused that you can't forget about me and you have to remember i'll never give up and i've never known what's best for me. and if i need help sometimes i won't ask.
i love you all
i'm sorry.