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oh man, i am so tired today. but luckily i come bearing GREAT news. johnny got signed to R&L modeling agency a couple days ago! i am so soooo fucking proud of him. i know he's super excited as well, as he should be.
we havent properly celebrated yet, as we've both been extremely busy this week, but thankfully its friday. so its out to cafetasia we will go tonight!
twinnie will be in town in just a few hours and i am way anxious to see her. as much as i adore my new nyc friends, its nice to see a familiar face.
so after a period of drug/alcohol induced sleep, my more recent sober nights have consisted of intense dreams, including dancing on the weinberg stage and living through a book that i just finished a few weeks ago. both were so realistic that i woke up in a sweat -- a panic of not knowing quite where i was. im not too worried about that fact that ive been having life-like dreams, cause i used to back in frederick for a period of months. what does worry me, however, is that i only have 8 days until my lexapro prescription runs out. and im debating whether or not to refill it. im supposing i should, since it does help my moods. but..i dont know. when im here in the city i have no time to overanalyze and rethink myself and my life. i dont scrutinize as much as i used to, and for that i thank my beloved city.
its beautiful outside today. children are playing in parks and grown men sit on benches smoking cigars. and ive never seen anything more alive. anything more real than this. this is where i belong.
we havent properly celebrated yet, as we've both been extremely busy this week, but thankfully its friday. so its out to cafetasia we will go tonight!
twinnie will be in town in just a few hours and i am way anxious to see her. as much as i adore my new nyc friends, its nice to see a familiar face.
so after a period of drug/alcohol induced sleep, my more recent sober nights have consisted of intense dreams, including dancing on the weinberg stage and living through a book that i just finished a few weeks ago. both were so realistic that i woke up in a sweat -- a panic of not knowing quite where i was. im not too worried about that fact that ive been having life-like dreams, cause i used to back in frederick for a period of months. what does worry me, however, is that i only have 8 days until my lexapro prescription runs out. and im debating whether or not to refill it. im supposing i should, since it does help my moods. but..i dont know. when im here in the city i have no time to overanalyze and rethink myself and my life. i dont scrutinize as much as i used to, and for that i thank my beloved city.
its beautiful outside today. children are playing in parks and grown men sit on benches smoking cigars. and ive never seen anything more alive. anything more real than this. this is where i belong.