im doing fine, and it gets better everytime..

[i_willremember]

so last night i finished up the fliesch and decided that, yes, today i am without a doubt packing my bags and moving to new york. i have had a restless night, not an hour went by that i didnt wake up and look at the clock. it would be an understatement to say that i am anxious. i keep on remembering things i need to pack. towels, pictures, books, underwear. i literally have no money, but im not too worried about that just yet. i have a feeling that i can land a job in no time. johnny is helping me out with that, as well. we called a guy about a 1 bedroom apt in johnny's current neighborhood, and he's supposed to call us back today. so with any luck we'll have a place to live by the end of the week. that would be swell. of course, we have no furniture and no money to buy some, but thats all part of the bohemian lifestyle that im about to embark on. i dont need to live frivilously in the city, by any means. and i am quite aware that i wont be able to. as long as i am doing what i love, and just living there, i will be happy. my best friends are there, the theatre is there. it couldnt be a better time to go.
this is truly going to be an adventure.
i feel brave.