tell me that you're alright, that everything is alright.
today was good. in retrospect, it was pretty uneventful. but it didnt feel that way.
i bummed around and "recovered" from new york. finally took a shower, ahah.
talked to melissa and evan online all day.
went and taught junior co. at the studio til 6:30.
then watched season 5 of gilmore girls on dvd til around 11:00 when alex came over.
he told stories about living in new york and we watched south park until i fell asleep.
now im in my bed and he's down in the basement, sleeping on our aerobed.
i love my friends, they keep me going.
i know i say that a lot. but its so true it bears repeating.
this isnt unknown to me, but i have a lot lot of guy friends.
sometimes i wonder why, and then i realize that girls are mostly caddy shallow bitches.
but the ones i do have are fucking amazing and i love them to death.
oh, and p.s. my dad and i had a talk about moving to new york tonight.
he said as soon as i find a place to live and a job, i can move. so basically..that could be in two days or two weeks or two months. johnny has already lined up a job for me, so that's taken care of. as soon as he and i find a place, im packing up and getting the fuck out of here.
it makes me sad in a way, because i will miss matthew like crazy. and all of my other friends who live here who have been so so SO good to me.
but this is something i NEED to do.
i NEED it. i've been waiting for years and years.
and now i am going to do what i have been aspiring to do since i was 12.
i am so excited.
i bummed around and "recovered" from new york. finally took a shower, ahah.
talked to melissa and evan online all day.
went and taught junior co. at the studio til 6:30.
then watched season 5 of gilmore girls on dvd til around 11:00 when alex came over.
he told stories about living in new york and we watched south park until i fell asleep.
now im in my bed and he's down in the basement, sleeping on our aerobed.
i love my friends, they keep me going.
i know i say that a lot. but its so true it bears repeating.
this isnt unknown to me, but i have a lot lot of guy friends.
sometimes i wonder why, and then i realize that girls are mostly caddy shallow bitches.
but the ones i do have are fucking amazing and i love them to death.
oh, and p.s. my dad and i had a talk about moving to new york tonight.
he said as soon as i find a place to live and a job, i can move. so basically..that could be in two days or two weeks or two months. johnny has already lined up a job for me, so that's taken care of. as soon as he and i find a place, im packing up and getting the fuck out of here.
it makes me sad in a way, because i will miss matthew like crazy. and all of my other friends who live here who have been so so SO good to me.
but this is something i NEED to do.
i NEED it. i've been waiting for years and years.
and now i am going to do what i have been aspiring to do since i was 12.
i am so excited.