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well i'm in new york... going home one more time ever in life... just to get the rest of our things, then we're moving to alabama... the WHOLE family... thank god too cause i wouldn't be able to leave home for good without them... but i really don't know how any of us could possibly stay home now after all of this... all of or memories, everything we knew just yanked right from underneath us... how can you go home again? how can ANYBODY go home again, and feel the same no less... how then fuck do the think they're gonna rebuild that entire city... and "better" on top of that... it's not gonna happen... not when the people who loved it most are too scared to go home... i mean it just doesn't seem possible... and it still doesn't feel like it really happened... i mean we left the saturday before the stupid hurricane hit, so all we've seen is pictures and what's on the news... it just doesn't seem like that's our home... that's REALLY happening in OUR home... it looks like fucking iraq...