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soo last night turned out to be alot of fun. jojo picked me up and we went to amandas. we jsut hung with amanda and austin c. in the hott tub. it was alot of fun just talking and gossiping. tonight i went to rachels house. she had a bonfire and we went to the store and got marshmellows! i left early cause i wasnt really having that great of a time. i dont know why -- something just didnt seem right.
be sure to write me when im gone.. i leave in liek 2 days!!! ahh... check my earlier post for my address!
so a friend of mine.. brandon.. he wrote the most beautiful poem ever. he wrote it for his ex girlfriend and i cant get over how amazing it is.
So you feel lost and confused?
trapped in a relentless maelstrom of misery?
behind the laughs and smiles lies the truth.
not the fake, but the real.... the real you.
the most beautifully perfected person I know.
From your bright blonde hair into your deep, deep heart.
The person i trust and am willing to die for.
from smiles to tears, from crying to fears i stand by you.
through hurt and through pain, in the pouring rain i love you.
no matter the condition , with no lies or ambition
i will always love you.
when i look into your bright blue eyes I see into your soul.
your mind a deep complex few understand.
you are afraid to show your true self , for the fear of rejection.
fitting in or meeting "someones" standards....
I stand by you and look into your eyes
and tell you to be yourself.
I am in love with you... the real you.
not the phoney afraid you.
the brave and loving girl that I once knew very well.
the girl in my life so smart and so beautiful
it often makes me cry.
The odds are stacked against us, that's ok.
i fear no threat , nothing can take what we have away from us.
i will help you to be you, be strong, and as a friend.
together or not, i will always , always be here for you.
because the truth is... i love you.